Alaska Reaction take 2

There is no update on where Ryan and I will be going, but we do know that we're not the only ones in this situation.  Apparently it happens every year that 1-2 sites fall through and this year there are four students in Ryan's position.  

After Ryan and I's first few freak out hours, we're oddly calm.  I'm never calm about this kind of thing, which kind of makes me want to freak out? Weird, right?  I'm never good with not knowing the future but I just feel like something will work out and it will be where Ryan and I belong.  

To be continued... (when things finally get finalized).