Tuesday is it: Our final moments in North Carolina before we head out on our week long road trip to home, sweet, home.
I'm not exactly sure how I should be feeling right now or how I am feeling. Well, I'm a stressball, that's how I'm feeling right now. At the beginning of the week I felt like I had an overwhelming amount of things to do and thankfully Ryan just lets me freak out while knowing the whole time that it's really not that bad and we have plenty of time to do it all.
But between working, packing, goodbye's and graduation, I was overwhelmed. Oh, and did I mention Ryan is supposed to find out tomorrow if he got the residency? Enter another panic moment. We were hoping we would get an email today so I had both of Ryan's emails open while I was at work. No joke, I thought I was going to have a panic attack this morning waiting for an email. I started sweating and feeling nauseous because I had very little to distract me. Sadly, no email. I imagine tomorrow being much like today but worse. Great.
All in all, I think we are just so excited to go home that we aren't really sad to leave. I'm sure it will hit us later but with modern technology these days, it's so easy to stay in touch with friends. I have friends across the whole country (world even) and although you can't hang out, a phone call or texting can keep any friendship alive. It takes work, but I'd like to think I'm pretty good at it by now. Now I just have to switch who I call on my commutes to NC people instead of NE people.
I think I'm just shocked that this time has finally come. If all goes as planned we will never have to move any further than across town. No more playing tetris in the Jeep and throwing out food every three months. I can't believe it. Life is so exciting!
I'm not exactly sure how I should be feeling right now or how I am feeling. Well, I'm a stressball, that's how I'm feeling right now. At the beginning of the week I felt like I had an overwhelming amount of things to do and thankfully Ryan just lets me freak out while knowing the whole time that it's really not that bad and we have plenty of time to do it all.
But between working, packing, goodbye's and graduation, I was overwhelmed. Oh, and did I mention Ryan is supposed to find out tomorrow if he got the residency? Enter another panic moment. We were hoping we would get an email today so I had both of Ryan's emails open while I was at work. No joke, I thought I was going to have a panic attack this morning waiting for an email. I started sweating and feeling nauseous because I had very little to distract me. Sadly, no email. I imagine tomorrow being much like today but worse. Great.
All in all, I think we are just so excited to go home that we aren't really sad to leave. I'm sure it will hit us later but with modern technology these days, it's so easy to stay in touch with friends. I have friends across the whole country (world even) and although you can't hang out, a phone call or texting can keep any friendship alive. It takes work, but I'd like to think I'm pretty good at it by now. Now I just have to switch who I call on my commutes to NC people instead of NE people.
I think I'm just shocked that this time has finally come. If all goes as planned we will never have to move any further than across town. No more playing tetris in the Jeep and throwing out food every three months. I can't believe it. Life is so exciting!